Change

Is there something I need to know?
 Part of a game I ain't playing anymore
 I'm on the verge of breakdown
 Struggling to breathe
 Manipulating the situation
 Through the trials and tribulations
 Now I see the change in you
 The change in you
 Break me out this cage
 You're the poison that is raging through my veins
 There ain't no cure for this addiction
 Can't get it out my system
 No escaping from this prison
 No one's listening to me
 The change in you
 The change in you
 But what more can I do?
 Let me breathe
 I'm going under
 Set me free
 I'm going out of my mind
 I was blind
 Saw no sign
 All this time I thought I knew
 Spoon at the ready
 Pop open this tub of Ben & Jerry's
 No sleep, no peace
 Bedsheets remain decreased, Bo-Peep and I counting sheep
 Thousand Thoughts running in my brain like a stampede
 Mufasa, it all seems to be scarred for life, eternity
 Once peace of mind, at war with me
 If only I had a time machine
 I'd be bringing the beef and my DeLorean to your street
 In the beginning, when I would've given you my all
 I gave you the time
 And I followed you as you were pulling the wool over my eyes
 The bottle I turned to
 Put on my beer goggles and virtue the truth, hard to swallow
 The proof's in the pudding, but no spoon to use
 Hey, maybe that there trail of breadcrumb's the clue?
 Whatever, it's old news
 Guess I gotta make do with a blown fuse
 In my room with a Boyz II Men album on loop
 Not the ordinary kind
 Extraordinary lies
 Just a beautiful disguise
 The bitter-sweetness in your eyes
 Let me breathe
 I'm going under
 Set me free
 I'm going out of my mind
 I was blind
 Saw no sign
 All this time
 I thought I knew