Stigma

I hate the way it hides among the shadows
 Waiting for the slightest bit of storm
 It was not my choice to be this hollow
 Or to be so numb with sorrow
 As I fall into the sinkhole
 I pretend I'm strong when it's...
 All going wrong
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 Hate the way they carry on the stigma
 Even when they say we should unite
 It's times like this I learn who's got my back
 Cause they don't practice what they preach
 As I fall into the sinkhole
 Will anybody even reach?
 You know how long it takes
 To see if I'm okay
 There are no excuses
 I'm fed up, I'm done, had enough of it
 I'm silently yelling cause no one seems to listen
 You're so oblivious, incoherent and inconsistent
 We need to talk about it more
 But you lot need some wisdom
 Smiling's getting tiring under this condition
 Cerebral cataclysm
 There are people I put on a pedestal, terrible
 Cause there isn't a reason to when they don't have a clue
 What I'm feelin' I'm sick of repeating myself
 Mum isn't well, going through hell
 All it takes is a message
 And a message only takes seconds
 You know how long it takes
 To see if I'm okay
 There are no excuses
 I'm fed up, I'm done, had enough of it
 Whenever I explain
 It never seems to change
 So I just back away
 I'm fed up, I'm done, I'm tired of feeling alone
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 Slowly, I've become so disconnected
 My eyes are red, can't handle it
 Black like liquorice
 Pain discomforting
 My minds abyss
 My life's in bits
 You know how long it takes
 To see if I'm okay
 There are no excuses
 I'm fed up, I'm done, had enough of it
 I explain, but nothing seems to change
 So I just back away
 I'm fed up, I'm done, I'm tired of feeling alone
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 I'm fed up, I'm done, had enough of it