Differentiate

Holding on to words
 Clinging on to thoughts
 Trusting vows once made
 Love or hate I can't differentiate
 I can't differentiate
 Holding on to words
 Clinging on to thoughts
 Trusting vows once made
 Love or hate I can't differentiate
 I can't differentiate
 Love or hate
 Take me down
 Into the depths I've sworn myself to never see
 I've gotten used to second guessing being part of me
 Taking my time before
 Faking the image of a
 Person that's got everything under control
 But there's a feeling deep inside of me
 I'm not the man that I once claimed to be
 Holding on to words
 Clinging on to thoughts
 Trusting vows once made
 Love or hate I can't differentiate
 I can't differentiate
 But how did I end up in here?
 A burnt out mess at the end of a year
 At the end of a year
 I didn't listen to myself and everyone around me
 Trying to adhere to what influenced me profoundly
 Casting out the hated deadweights
 That are residing inside of me
 Staring into my soul
 I never thought I would feel so cold
 Hating just what I see
 I never thought I would want to be
 Isolated from what makes me
 Hold on through misery
 Time I wasted without facing
 It might not set me free
 Holding on to words
 Clinging on to thoughts
 Trusting vows once made
 Love or hate I can't differentiate
 I can't differentiate
 Love or hate
 I feel my own ambition breathe down my neck
 Always trying to elevate myself into greater heights
 Yet it only leaves me feeling like a total wreck
 And lying awake through most of my nights
 The flame is fading out in me
 Why won't someone stop me from eating up myself?
 Break me down and take what you need
 Take what you need
 I've fallen victim to my very own greed
 Holding on to words
 Clinging on to thoughts
 Trusting vows once made
 Love or hate I can't differentiate
 I can't differentiate
 Holding on to words
 Clinging on to thoughts
 Trusting vows once made
 Love or hate I can't differentiate