Why Do I Care

I wake at six in the morning
 Another day of being all too tied up
 But I still somehow find time for overthinking
 Cause I can't help myself from falling
 Even though I thought I made my mind up
 All I think about are memories I keep on clinging to
 Tell me why I can't make myself let go of you
 Make me believe I'm better off since we are through
 Everything I now hate are the things we used to do
 Life is so much better now so why do I care?
 Why do I care?
 Why do I care?
 Just go and say it's over now?
 Why don't I dare?
 Why don't I dare?
 To just admit it's over now
 Just go and say it's over now
 And maybe I'm the one to blame here
 For never noticing the forest for the trees
 For burying the person I always used to be
 I've wasted so much time trying
 Making a habit of lying to myself
 Tell me why I can't make myself let go of you
 Make me believe I'm better off since we are through
 Everything I now hate are the things we used to do
 Life is so much better now so why do I care?
 Why do I care?
 Why do I care?
 Just go and say it's over now?
 Why don't I dare?
 Why don't I dare?
 To just admit it's over now
 I find myself lying awake at night
 Just going through the things I never thought I'd do
 I thought I'd do
 But you never wasted a single day
 Come break of dawn forgetting about people you've depended on
 Holding out hope for days without you on my mind
 For days without you on my mind
 I won't go down without a fight just cause you're moving on
 You're moving on
 You're moving on
 Tell me why I can't make myself let go of you
 Make me believe I'm better off since we are through
 Everything I now hate are the things we used to do
 Life is so much better now so why do I care?
 Why do I care?
 Why do I care?
 Just go and say it's over now?
 Why don't I dare?
 Why don't I dare?
 To just admit it's over now
 Say it's over now
 Say it's over now