Ritual

What's left for me
 Just wait for eternity
 What choices can I make?
 Since all my hopes are fake!
 I will be mild and willing
 When you'll break my bliss
 Make me suffer and only
 give me one thing
 When you'll give me sadness
 and madness
 When I watch beauty
 I see fucking crap
 My fucking orgasm
 Born from the dark
 Torture rape kill
 Obsessed with perversion
 My body feels the pulsions
 Torture rape kill
 This is the other side of pleasure
 I will feel the fever!
 I will feel the pleasure!
 Caress love kiss
 The cold flesh
 Of sweet banishment
 Caress love kiss
 The cold death
 With angel's eyes
 I love to suffer
 Cry for me
 Become the murderer
 Die for me
 In a dream of loneliness
 In the middle of emptiness
 I cry for my lost soul
 Everything shall be grim
 My mind... frustration
 Became a sexual depravation
 I just want one breath of peace
 Without thoughts...