i'll be gone too.

Broken in, I'm broken again
 I've had enough of this, that's what I feel like
 Hope is hopeless, I'm fucking chokin'
 Сan't deal with this, fuck real life
 I used to thing about suicide, I feel better now, but I still might
 Take my life, cause this shit don't make me really feel nice
 I love it when people just casually ask "Ken, are you depressed?"
 Like I put up an act, but I just tell 'em no
 'Cause if I explain
 They still wouldn't know about all of thoughts
 That've run through my head that're making me think
 That I'm better off dead (I really think that I'm better off dead)
 People that don't understand, think I don't make any sense
 People that know where I stand, can't even help me for shit
 All of us stuck in the sand, and no one will give us a hand
 We wanna get better, we're calling for help
 But no one is willing give us a chance
 So when I make it out, it's fuck then, and it's fuck you
 Needed help, you ain't come through
 You don't know what I've gone through
 When you're all alone, I'll be gone too
 Pooping off like a 12 shotty
 Heart's gone, I'm dead rotting
 Too bad, I don't feel sorry
 She feeling me but I don't feel shawty