i lost her.

A lot of times I don't feel I got no one to talk to
 And all the drugs I take I promise that I try and not to
 But people just avoid me so I smoke and pour a shot too
 I'm walking to my grave cause tryna live is what I not do
 I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
 Dear Father, please save me from myself before I take me
 I don't wanna stay here no more, I don't wanna love I'm so sore
 I don't see the point of what it's all for, all I wanna see is her on all four
 I'm not that guy I used to be
 People are of no use to me
 Seems like everyone got used to me
 I'm falling back to what I used to be
 I'm not alive, I'd rather die
 Than to keep up hating my life
 Girl goodbye, you're not mine
 I'm not yours leave me alone
 I'm not alive, I'd rather die
 Than to keep up hating my life
 Girl goodbye, you're not mine
 I'm not yours leave me alone
 I'll fade away with the wind
 Everyday's a day I hate being in
 Or maybe I just hate my own skin
 Is it really even that more different?
 Cause the world is bitch that's why I say fuck it
 Every morning is shit but I don't think nothing of it
 Cause it's always been that way for me
 God why'd you give so much hate to me?
 I can't take it
 How'd I make it?
 This far I don't know
 Cause I keep losing my hope
 I can't take it
 How'd I make it?
 This far I don't know
 Cause I keep losing my hope
 I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
 Dear Father, please save me from myself before I take me
 I don't wanna stay here no more, I don't wanna love I'm so sore
 I don't see the point of what it's all for, all I wanna see is her on all four
 I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
 Dear Father, please save me from myself before I take me
 I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning
 I lost her, she found me, I'm under, I'm drowning