i'm too busy in despair.

Everyday I wake up same old shit
 Same life same thoughts same all black fit
 Mom disappointed with the same damn kid
 Still broke still sad still real feelings hid
 I ain't got a job Ima be a fucking bum
 Still broke still sad still living with my mom
 In the same damn house in the same damn room
 With the same damn mind and the same damn veiw
 Hate it that I have created this world that I'm in
 And I cannot erase it
 Yeah I make music but that's fucking basic
 I just wish that I could make myself face it
 I'm in despair hmu when I'm not
 There ain't no pill to fix what I have got
 But that smoke chill me out when I am feelin' hot
 So I dont give a fuck if my brain gonna rot
 Broke is expensive and I can't afford
 Unknxwn. ain't the person that you should adore
 Everynight when I write I just fall to the floor
 Then the carpet just soaks up my tears even more
 I'm a sad piece of shit
 I ain't gone never gone get me a bitch
 I ain't gone never gone feel any bliss
 If I took my life I dont think I'd be missed
 We all been raised to think money is real
 To the point where people would even kill
 Ain't gonna lie to be honest I will
 Hate seein' mail and all of it is bills
 I'm in despair hmu when I'm not
 There ain't no pill to fix what I have got
 But that smoke chill me out when I am feelin' hot
 So I dont give a fuck if my brain gonna rot