me, i'm pain

Tired of crying for people
 Who don't even care
 For people that aint even there
 Why does life work in the way does?
 I don't know
 I only know it ain't fair
 But maybe it is
 Cause thats how it is
 Why do I feel like this? I'm just a kid
 This shit getting old and I'm only a kid
 Tired of this, tired of that
 What does she see in me? My heart is black
 Walk out of class and I go to a stall and I cry
 When I have a panic attack
 But nobody knows about that
 Cause I don't feel close enough to open up
 My day has already turned bad 17 minutes ago just woke up
 I don't blame God for not coming from Heaven to save us
 Cause we don't deserve a damn thing
 How could we go to a place thats supposed to be perfect
 We cant even learn how to change
 Use your brain, we're all the same
 Only together can we get through pain
 Too many people give up on their dreams
 Too many people give all for some fame
 Mom can you stop asking what happend to all of my friends
 I don't even know
 This is my world, don't try to get in
 I don't want anyone getting too close
 Not even you, not even her
 Not even me cause I'm not even sure
 I kept it real, but you never were
 Tired of crying for people
 Who don't even care
 For people that aint even there
 Why does life work in the way does?
 I don't know
 I only know it ain't fair
 But maybe it is
 Cause thats how it is
 Why do I feel like this? I'm just a kid
 This shit getting old and I'm only a kid
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 Waking up, space I'm taking up
 Late school work, I'm not making up
 Might be fucking up but I don't care enough
 Cause the love I need ain't there enough
 Suck it up, stop giving up
 You little stupid fuck, why don't you give a fuck?
 Life is fucking tough, road's fucking rough
 Stop tripping out and quit tearing up
 Let me in it's been too long
 I'm sick of this, I'm sick of songs
 This is not where we belong
 Leave him behind and take me along
 I don't like that normal shit
 I fucking hate that formal shit
 I like my abnormalness
 Cant we just come to an armistice
 If I don't tell you how I feel don't assume that you know how I feel
 If I tell you that I'm depressed don't you tell me that shit isnt real
 If I don't tell you how I feel don't assume that you know how I feel
 If I tell you that I'm depressed don't you tell me that shit isnt real