Solstice

Sweet sins
 Got me faded
 Never thought I'd be a sadist
 Round and round
 It goes up in flames
 Fun always bein' the family shame
 What am I
 supposed to do
 Living without a clue
 Won't hold my breath until my lungs turn blue
 So I
 Pick up the pieces and start again
 I've been waiting my whole life to
 Figure out what's in my head
 Seein' through the haze again
 I lost my senses along the way
 Make up the borrowed time
 Myself to guide
 I'm gonna make my way
 So find me on my uphill climb
 Blinding lights see through me
 But the sun can never be too bright
 Revealing all the emptiness inside
 Sweet sins
 Got me faded
 Never thought I'd be a sadist
 Wishin' all my demons well
 Find another soul to sell
 What am I
 Supposed' to do
 Living without a clue
 Won't bite my tongue through every last excuse
 So I
 Pick up the pieces and start again
 I've been waiting my whole life to
 Figure out what's in my head
 Seein' through the haze again
 I lost my senses along the way
 Make up the borrowed time myself to
 Myself to guide
 I'm gonna make my way
 (We got this family, a little fucked up but hard to beat)
 We got this family, a little fucked up but hard to beat
 But everybody thinks that we're just too unhealthy
 Guess it's hard for them to see
 That this is our own therapy
 We've got this family
 A little fucked up but hard to beat
 So I
 Pick up the pieces and start again
 I've been waiting my whole life to
 Figure out what's in my head
 Seein' through the haze again
 I lost my senses along the way
 Make up the borrowed time
 Myself to guide
 I'm gonna make my way
 We got this family, a little fucked up but hard to beat
 Guess it's hard for them to see
 That this is our own therapy
 I lost my senses along the way
 Make up the borrowed time
 Myself to guide
 I'm gonna make my way