Dukkha

Devoured by light
 Succumbed to darkness
 I lie awake at night
 And sleep all day
 With my eyes open
 Drawing nails into my veins
 To end the pain of desolation
 Vision blurred, a feeling of relief induced
 Deep ecstasies caused by
 Physically inflicted sensation
 Drawing nails into my veins
 To end the pain of desolation
 Captivated by void
 I pass through lifelessness
 Illusions merge
 With the gloom of my reality
 Like a parasite
 Anxiety manifests itself
 Within my physicality
 Muscular tensions
 Like electric shocks in my brain
 In this dark abyss of pain
 I decompose
 Staring through the mist
 I ask myself, is there a way out?
 Samsara, Samsara, Samsara
 Suffering, suffering, suffering
 I am a burden to myself
 Condemned to nothingness
 I'm slowly peeling off my skin
 Inch by inch
 Hung up on a rusty hook
 I see the reflection of my weakness
 Ugliness inside and out
 Tortured existence
 I wish to be dead