Chaos Sequence

Wish I could find peace of mind and freeze time in this chaotic life
 Entropy was here in essence and it brought discord and trouble
 In less than a fraction of a second everything that was built was brought to a ruble
 And everybody round coulda neva bring it back to the order it was before
 Untamed, unchained, unpredictable, under mercy of the world
 There's hope and comfort knowing that it's for a purpose. Eliminating all the doubt that has unearth us. The grand finale no time fi dilly dally. The fact that yo da mi bally a wa politely tell yo sorry. The grand scheme the bigger picture life awaits. The sequences eena the numbers clearly calculates predestined premonitions, free will the choice fi change. No need to live the ills of being shackled by the chains.
 Thoughts of a new life burnt to crisp cause the whole a man kind caught in the abyss. Wi got serial killers in the school with the kids, psychopaths chilling in the room with your friends. Not too far from Dooms day. But a bullet and a gun is the fool's way. When the evil tek ova the people a feel the darkness ova like blue grey.
 New wave movement saving a thousand youth lives
 Would not have done so if she wasn't used as a child
 So I am careful how I analyze the damage already done
 It's the chaos at the quantum level that brings the order above
 I am greatful for the comprehension my mind can afford
 Decay and reconstruction for my eyes to adore
 I hope to never forget the completeness I will feel
 When the sacred sequence of patterns reveal
 I try to see the beauty in the destruction of society...
 Reality so hard, I hope it's just a bad dream
 Desire kick started, I wonder weh dis all mean
 Confusing puzzle parts are all I can see
 But my heart tells me that there is a grand scheme