Darkest of Days

Hope to reach a stage my hearts in such a blaze
 That it illuminates darkest of days
 Darkest of hours, hardest of times
 I become the power, I become the light
 Ascend beyond the miseries of life
 Eternal high and I don't need a vice
 Find a purpose that redefines
 But in this dark is no ladder I can see to climb
 idea
 Been this way and I've... been this way
 Doubt just weighs on my mind, I'm afraid
 All my life I've been this way
 Cursed and blessed beyond my days
 Break these chains on my life, break these chains
 I've already lost the fight, it's a shame
 Die or I burst into flames
 I can't see no other way
 A way... Some way... some day...
 I... hope
 I'm worn out at being empty
 I'm just tired of feeling stuck
 I'm also tired of pretending
 On the verge of giving up
 But, I can't, so I will...
 Get up from all the way down
 I just... hope I... find a way out