Bleue

Every night I get no sleep, counting sheeps
 Trade all my dollar for dreams
 Scared that I might not reap
 Every seed that's deep
 And the earth might get no trees
 Fear that my girl might leave, like a broken leaf
 I fall 'til the breeze can sweep
 Fear that the world can see
 In my ocean deep
 'Cause my mind is broken weak
 I feel stressed, I feel like I'm overdressed
 A guest in this vessels nest, and I'm depressed
 Too pissed to give two shits, my wrist could be open next
 I possess a will so I persevere, to the storm that my soul digest
 And I confess I hope as I write this verse, my pen put this mind at rest
 We go like, hi, hi, bye, bye, but we don't stop
 If your path was full of streams, I guess you swim and don't walk
 I'm all alone all day I know, I'm on the phone I feel stuck
 I'm going ghost, I don't exist, show me the road I feel lost
 We go like, hi, hi, bye, bye, but we don't stop
 If your path was full of streams, I guess you swim and don't walk
 I'm all alone all day I know, I'm on the phone I feel stuck
 I'm going ghost, I don't exist, show me the road I feel lost
 Wish I was famous and pretty
 Wish that there were open doors when I touch in the city
 I wish I was happy within me
 I wish I could smile took a while like when Diddy lost Biggie
 Wish for a healing, I wish for a meaning
 I wish I was dreaming, I wish for a feeling
 With no more commotion, this ocean of burden
 Emotion, I know that I'm tired of swimming
 See this mic in my hands is mine 'til I'm sand
 I'll write 'til I'm right by it
 See my gesture is grand, what I want I command
 'Cause my life has been planned by him
 See this road full of gold, where your soul could be sold
 Name your price and you stand by it
 Know that life is a loan, you alone 'til you gone
 Take a breath and you light that spliff
 See this mic in my hands is mine 'til I'm sand
 I'll write 'til I'm right by it
 See my gesture is grand, what I want I command
 'Cause my life has been planned by him
 See this road full of gold, where your soul could be sold
 Name your price and you stand by it
 Know that life is a loan, you alone till you gone
 Take a breath and you light that spliff
 We go like, hi, hi, bye, bye, but we don't stop
 If your path was full of streams, I guess you swim and don't walk
 I'm all alone all day I know, I'm on the phone I feel stuck
 Going ghost, I don't exist, show me the road I feel lost
 We go like, hi, hi, bye, bye, but we don't stop
 If your path was full of streams, I guess you swim and don't walk
 I'm all alone all day I know, I'm on the phone I feel stuck
 Going ghost, I don't exist, show me the road I feel lost