Do You Love You ?

My mind is inside a maze, My mentals a hollow grave
 No lovin' myself
 Burning the candle sage, I'm lost in a trance I gaze
 The feeling is hell
 Actor that I portray I hope he's a man of faith
 I'm missing a step
 Colors are black or grey, the horror I cry and pray I know he can help
 Lately I talk to my shadow
 Lately I'm losing my breath, like I smoke on tobacco
 Road that you take isn't narrow
 Know life is deep but see lately shit kinda shallow
 Locked and I'm loaded with ammo
 Mind is protected, My vessel I grace it with aloe
 Manning this ship like I'm Sparrow
 Feel like a trip take a swim or you drown in Sargasso
 Pen to the page I'm writing my sins
 My sins got mе right in the pen
 The sleevеs and cover my skin, I lower my chin
 No love in my soul from within
 Know I'm a man with a dream, but was it a dream?
 If love ain't the reason you breathing
 Fire is only a steam, wave is a stream
 I hope that you light never deam
 Trusting myself kinda dangerous
 Loving myself out of anger
 I'm in the deep end, I know it depends
 Reflection of me like a stranger
 Tellin' myself that I made it but clouded by what I'm ashamed of
 That's why I pretend I know that I'm scared
 I hope I can love what I'm made of
 Trusting myself kinda dangerous
 Loving myself out of anger
 I'm in the deep end, I know it depends
 Reflection of me like a stranger
 Tellin' myself that I made it but clouded by what I'm ashamed of
 That's why I pretend I know that I'm scared
 I hope I can love what I'm made of
 5'10 kinda chubby with no friends
 With aggression with no Zen, me and my sins
 I'm the actor in my scene, watch my life on a flat screen
 19 with depression and bad genes, was regressing on hygiene
 Wearing high jeans with some Nike and white tees
 Hoping people would like me, see
 Then I was frail, scared I would fail
 But now I'm a man with a sail, cruising across the Atlantic
 I know that I'm damaged, but this ship is bound to prevail
 Points like its hammer to nail, head not the tail
 My life is a story to tell
 Loving yourself is a journey but surely you worthy
 I hope that you follow the trail
 Trusting myself kinda dangerous
 Loving myself out of anger
 I'm in the deep end, I know it depends
 Reflection of me like a stranger
 Tellin' myself that I made it but clouded by what I'm ashamed of
 That's why I pretend I know that I'm scared
 I hope I can love what I'm made of
 Trusting myself kinda dangerous
 Loving myself out of anger
 I'm in the deep end, I know it depends
 Reflection of me like a stranger
 Tellin' myself that I made it but clouded by what I'm ashamed of
 That's why I pretend I know that I'm scared
 I hope I can love what I'm made of
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