Start Over Starting Over

Too many bad habits and problems
 pushed aside instead of solved
 raised hands say I could do better yeah
 My bags are permanently unpacked
 giving up means going back
 raised hands say I could do better than this
 I was completely fucked
 head in way over enough
 rock bottom was on its way up to swallow me whole
 My world started to shake
 always feeling like an earthquake
 on the wrong side of the fault line, so
 Reach up sweating cold
 about to lose control
 rock bottom was on its way up to swallow me whole
 These photographs are old but the faded image holds
 a boy who tried to take back what his life stole
 Split apart and redefined
 by how we change throughout our lives
 cut in half to see inside
 'cause how we live is how we die
 How we endure will justify the history we leave behind
 Raised hands say I will do better than this