Closing My Eyes

All this pain, I can never get away
 Dealing with the bullshit every other day
 Close my eyes and I can feel the hate
 Close my eyes and I can feel your pain
 Searching for the good things in life
 Recently I can't find that stride
 Brokenhearted with a bloody knife
 How you end up most of the nights
 Paper hearts 'cause of broken thoughts
 Life is slowly falling apart
 Try to fix it, but where to start?
 Try to fix it, but where to start?
 Five steps forward, ten steps back
 Life refuse to give you some slack
 Be the big guy and don't look back
 Save your heart some heart attacks
 Pushed away all my fucking life
 I ain't never seen the fucking light
 But I'm still here till I fucking die
 And there's still tears every single night
 Try to work on myself for me
 Fucking up but I still believe
 Head is high even though I'm weak
 Won't live on my fucking knees
 And that's a promise that I try to fucking keep
 Try to keep
 Five steps forward, ten steps back
 Life refuse to give you some slack
 Paper hearts 'cause of broken thoughts
 Life is slowly falling apart
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 Five steps forward, ten steps back
 Life refuse to give you some slack
 Paper hearts 'cause of broken thoughts
 Life is slowly falling apart