I Watched Her Leave

I watched you leave in the night breeze of September
 Hardest shit to let go that shit I still remember
 Hardest shit to let go I wonder can I let her
 Fuck up my mind the way she fucked up my heart
 I feel the rain before it starts, I feel the pain is getting large
 My brain is getting dark I'm popping one with all my thoughts
 Put a bullet in my brain so I can finally be sane
 I don't want this as mistakes and I dont want this as regrets
 I want something that stays and can help me to forget
 I'm in all these emotions and I feel I can't control it
 I'm dancing with the devil and I feel im at his level
 I understand the hatred I can no longer be patient
 Even through the lies I still felt that you were my angel
 Satan was an angel once, maybe you were just the one?
 Angel with the broken wings, maybe you're my fallen one?
 Angel with the broken wings, maybe you're my fallen one?
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 I watched you leave in the night breeze of September
 Hardest shit to let go that shit I still remember
 Hardest shit to let go, you said we were forever
 Broken my trust and that's what ended shit with us
 How we let this shit become, nothing and fade to dust
 Nothing but the basic lust, life becomes so fucking tough
 When can it just be enough, always kicking when I'm down
 Never when I'm up and proud, never see that come around
 Searching for a better town, out of place and out of mind
 Somewhere I can just be fine, searching for a better life
 Something over all of mine, hanging on for all my life
 I just need to find the light, living, but a corpse inside
 I watched you leave in the night breeze of September
 Hardest shit to let go that shit I still remember
 Hardest shit to let go, you say we were forever
 You say we were forever