December In Windsor

Trying hard to enjoy the night, to make the best of my time
 And I would kill to know what it's like to feel tonight
 With each cold sip of life, which helps to numb the pain
 Each touch of the glass to my lips, helps ease the strain
 It's been so long
 It's been so much
 Though I would shudder at your sight
 I would still shatter at your touch
 For I feel like ice this evening, walking down the stairs
 Hiding my face into the basement as if anyone cares
 Oh, I'm out tonight, I'm out to try to live tonight
 For tomorrow, it may seem as though I never did
 It's been so long
 It's been so much
 Though I would shudder at your sight
 I would still shatter at your touch
 It's been so long
 It's been so much
 Though I would shudder at your sight
 I would still shatter at your touch
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 I remember December in Windsor, 2002
 I remember feeling much older than 22
 The season was cold, and I was alone
 Developing tastes for poisons
 This was my old haunt and it haunted me still
 Oh, oh-oh
 Oh, oh-oh
 Oh, oh-oh