Everything I Touch Turns To Gold (Then To Coal)

I am in denial, and I am depressed
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 I will try to bargain with you, then share my anger with you
 But I can't complete the full cycle of mourning
 I struggle with acceptance, I can't forgive myself
 Everything I touch turns to gold, then to coal
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 Everything I touch turns to rust, then to dust
 My clothes are full of holes, hanging off my tired body
 I command so much negativity, my touch drains the life from machinery
 But I feel such powerlessness when I struggle with forgiveness
 Yet, I don't know my own strength when I destroy everything
 Everything I touch turns to gold, then to coal
 Everything I touch turns to rust, then to dust
 Everything I touch turns to gold, then to coal
 Everything I touch turns to rust, then to dust