Say It Loud

I have to get this off my chest even though I hate to
 Five more minutes and I'd be gone I can't begin to thank you
 Wishing I could still remember all of those lost faces
 Looking for forgiveness in all of the wrong places
 I've got to say it loud
 I can not stay proud
 The thing's I've done the things I've seen
 The things I said that I didn't mean
 I've got some things to say but I've got to find them on my own
 Isolation take me back I need to be alone
 Death won't be the only way I find my sweet release
 I won't wait until the end to find myself at peace
 I've got to say it loud
 I can not stay proud
 The thing's I've done the things I've seen
 The things I said that I didn't mean
 I've got to say it loud
 I can not stay proud
 The thing's I've done the things I've seen
 The things I said that I didn't mean