Grinding Teeth

We've been here before, passed out on the floor
 On the floor
 You tell me and all your friends
 How you don't need me anymore
 How you don't need me anymore
 And who the fuck am I kidding? I know how this goes now
 You never needed me like I needed you
 So why the hell do I still wish you well?
 You'll never know me like you think you do
 As if it ever mattered cause after all, you don't need me anymore
 Do you at least now see how much this means to me?
 I can't wait another day, you've left me not knowing what to do
 What to do
 I beg you to stay, you act like you don't want to
 Don't want to
 I grind my teeth, I am losing sleep
 These one-way conversations made me want to hate you
 But I can't hate you
 I can't hate you
 Weighted down by things you've said
 I'm staring in your eyes, they're dead
 How can practice make us perfect
 If our perfect is nothing?
 And these choices I'm making are from promises you're breaking
 Looking back on those wasted years, what was I thinking?
 I can't wait another day, you've left me not knowing what to do
 What to do
 I beg you to stay, you act like you don't want to
 Don't want to
 I grind my teeth, I am losing sleep
 These one-way conversations made me want to hate you
 These conversations made me hate you
 These conversations made me hate you
 Let's bring you up to speed
 This is the last you'll hear from me, the last you'll hear from me
 Here's a note all in hopes
 You'll find my aspirations at the end of this rope
 It'll make you see what this meant to me
 Now you're just a witness at a tragedy
 Now you're just a witness at a tragedy
 I died all alone, just like I knew all along
 That's how it always played out in my head
 Since I was a fucked up kid
 And I was holding my breath about this
 So when these tired lungs just caved
 I knew I'd never be something you'd miss
 And deep down through this façade you see
 I just couldn't be the better man
 You hoped I could be