Universe

I'm still staring at you through a telescope
 I'm on my tippy toes
 Trying to see behind the walls that float around you
 Spinning like the moons of Jupiter
 It was so beautiful
 When I was in it, getting used to all of
 Your friends and your house and your life
 Where is the architect?
 'Cause they never sat down to build mine
 But it's true
 There's a universe outside of you
 I don't like it but I'm trying
 to hold both my hands on the wheel
 And just know that someday I'll be happy out here
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 I'm still screaming at you through a microphone
 But you're never at thе show
 And I'm only smiling 'til I get back home
 To lie in bеd and wrestle with this need to check
 And see where I should have been
 See all the better shit that's happening with
 Your friends in your house for your life
 I was a part of it
 Deep breath, I know now, it's not mine
 And it's true
 There's a universe outside of you
 I don't like it but I'm trying
 to hold both my hands on the wheel
 And just know that someday I'll be happy out here
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 You're throwing a party
 Going to invite everybody
 I'm sorry if it sounds dumb
 But I'm throwing a party
 I'm going to invite everybody
 I'm sorry that you can't come
 But it's true
 There's a universe outside of you
 I don't like it but I'm trying
 to hold both my hands on the wheel
 And just know that with space, something new will appear
 And someday I'll be happy out here