Cuts & Bruises

I'm feeling sick, I'm losing sleep
 I've cried so hard that I can't breathe
 There is no drug they can prescribe
 To close already heavy eyes
 I've come so far along this path
 Just to be forced to look back
 This pain I can't describe
 And it's eating me alive
 Tell me how did I get here
 I'm not familiar with this place
 But I'm no stranger to this fear
 Locked up in my own life
 But nobody hears my cries
 I'm terrified of this bed I've made
 But I made it on my own
 My knees are covered with cuts and bruises
 From the ground where I used to kneel
 Now it all seems so useless
 How am I supposed to feel
 When my days grew dark, I called out Your name
 But didn't hear a sound
 Now I'm at my lowest
 And You still won't turn around
 God I know you're real
 God I know you're there
 But I hate that I can't stop asking myself
 Whether or not you care
 Tell me how did I get here
 I'm not familiar with this place
 But I'm no stranger to this fear
 Locked up in my own life
 But nobody hears my cries
 I'm terrified of this bed I've made
 But I made it on my own
 This is for you if you're hiding behind
 The lie that you're doing just fine
 Know that lost doesn't mean unloved
 And wrong doesn't mean unforgivable
 If you're broken, pick up the pieces
 If you're wounded, let it heal
 Scars make impenetrable armour
 Coupled with the willingness to overcome
 Answers to prayer come in many different ways
 You have to be looking to find them
 Don't tell me it's too dark to see the Truth
 When you haven't even opened your eyes