Pain Now

Played out
 I've got to find a way out
 I'm feeling weighed down
 Too focused on the pain now
 I keep on running back and forth
 Running back to where I was before
 (Thoughts I can't ignore)
 I've got these loses on my mind
 Feeling stuck burnt out in overdrive
 (But it's no surprise)
 I don't think you know what it means
 To want to be the baddest muthafukka outta this scene
 I feel a lot pressure building but I'll handle with ease
 I watched you fumble everyday that's the one I'll never achieve
 I gotta keep doing what I know is best for me
 I don't think you can run with me
 I wish I could feel differently
 But now I'm sitting here in dread
 Watching the time slip through my hands
 Emotions always thinly spread
 I wish they held more weight instead
 Played out
 I've got to find a way out
 I'm feeling weighed down
 Too focused on the pain now
 I keep on running back and forth
 Running back to where I was before
 (Thoughts I can't ignore)
 I've got these loses on my mind
 Feeling stuck burnt out in overdrive
 (But it's no surprise)
 I don't think you know
 I don't think you know
 'Cause the realest move in silence
 I'm not looking for no violence
 I can put you in your place
 If you feeling like you really wanna try it
 I guess it's hard for me
 To find the room to breathe
 Lungs at capacity
 Filled up with apathy
 Go
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 Played out
 I've got to find a way out
 I'm feeling weighed down
 Too focused on the pain now
 I keep on running back and forth
 Running back to where I was before
 (Thoughts I can't ignore)
 I've got these loses on my mind
 Feeling stuck burnt out in overdrive
 (But it's no surprise)
 Played out
 I've got to find a way out
 Weighed down
 Too focused on the pain now
 I'm sitting here in dread
 Watching the time slip through my hands
 Emotions always thinly spread
 I wish they held more weight instead