Damaged

I been
 I been through a lot of crazy things in my life
 And somehow
 You're always there to
 Always there to pick up the pieces
 And except me for who I am
 So listen
 I never meant for you to deal with all this pressure
 Or for you to deal with all this pain that don't belong to you
 You carry all my burdens from my past on a stretcher
 So the very least that I can do is write this song for you
 Baby, you don't have to choose to stay but yet you do it anyway
 And for a moment I get glimpses of what's in the heaven's gates
 You show me beauty in the rain, even smiling when it's pouring
 The creases on the corners of my
 Lips don't feel so foreign to my senses
 I sense that you might leave me in an instant
 You don't, it's just my insecurities are up to mischief
 You reassure me
 You show me love and then it cures me
 Not with words because the actions of your promise does it for me
 It's lovely, I'm used to feeling cold that's below subzee
 Roll beneath my mind that if I wished I could not unsee, it's crazy
 I know the baggage in my trunk is ugly
 But you still choose to love me
 How can you love someone so damaged?
 Feel it in my palms, feeling so beyond, you don't know I am dispond
 Every day this thing gets harder to manage
 Been there from the start
 Even when you saw the black that's coverin' my heart
 I show you scars that I deal with that where you have lawn
 And you tell me I've never looked more beautiful
 So I'm sorry that I'm damaged
 I'm sorry for the pain
 Sorry that you probably have to deal with it again
 I said that I'm sorry for the pain but I can't help this shit
 I wish you never felt this shit
 Promise you're my angel, but I'ma probably go to hell for this
 Mentally I'm sick, and now I'm choose to break your fucking heart
 My life's a tragic flick and I ain't choose to play this part
 I take a part my heart and let you find the missing pieces
 It's lost inside the dark and being consumed by all my demons
 I slowly weaken, my wounds and cuts they only deepen
 And while you heal me you become a
 Victim of mistreatment, I'm fucking sorry
 The traces of my past just haunt me
 The future's daunting when the present feels so damn disheartening
 How could you want me? You found me right when I had lost me
 You hold me tight through all our fights although it's so exhausting
 And it's so lovely, you never let the pressure crush me
 I made you feel so low, while you put no one else above me
 I know the baggage in my trunk is ugly
 And yet you still choose to love me
 How can you love someone so damaged?
 Feel it in my palms, feeling so beyond, you don't know I am dispond
 Every day this thing gets harder to manage
 Been there from the start
 Even when you saw the black that's coverin' my heart
 I show you scars that I deal with that you have lawn
 And you tell me I've never looked more beautiful
 So I'm sorry that I'm damaged
 I'm sorry for the pain
 Sorry that you probably have to deal with it again
 I never meant for you to deal with all of this pressure
 Or for you to deal with all this pain that don't belong to you
 You carry all my burdens from my past on a stretcher
 So the very least that I can do is write this song for you