Shame on Me

You know, I find it so funny
 How someone can burn you so bad
 And as soon as you doing good
 They're back in your life like none of that happened
 Lemme take y'all back
 Boy meets girl
 She's a queen, she's a pearl
 She's a diamond in the rough
 But the greatest in the world
 Becomes his world, becomes his life
 His everything, overnight
 Over time he over thinks
 On and off just like a light
 She loves him dearly
 Loves him not
 All this pain, make it stop
 Her emotions, high and low
 He can decide, to let her go
 She eats him up, from inside
 But he can't see all the signs
 All his friends tried to help
 'Cause she just thinks of herself
 Fucks him up
 First she fucks him good and then she fucks him up
 He's a bitch, he's a pussy
 That's how he feels, suck it up
 A real man doesn't cry, he keeps it tight
 Just like a tummy tuck
 So he just justifies that one day soon
 That's when the buck will stop
 The pain will settle
 He's running out of 'Love me nots' and daisy petals
 Swears that she's going through a phase of tryna' play the devil
 She don't wear Prada though
 But it's too late, she's got his soul
 Got his heart, pot of gold
 Fuck she's smart, honour roll
 You lied to my face and said you love me
 You're fucking beautiful but act so ugly
 I gave you blame, you tell me I'm insane
 You light the match
 I put my finger in that flame again
 I'm so ashamed
 Shame on me for loving you girl
 Shame on me
 And shame on me for trusting you girl
 Shame on me
 You said that was the last time
 You gon' play with me
 I took the bait so now I gotta pay the fee
 I put the, shame on me
 I put the, shame on me
 Blame on me
 I put the, blame on me
 Shame on me for loving you girl
 Shame on me (Shame on me)
 And shame on me for trusting you girl
 Shame on me
 Nowadays it's all changed
 I'm popping now
 I can see the traces of a person
 Who is toxic now
 I can see the signs of somebody who projects
 All their insecurities on anybody who comes next
 You're so pathetic
 And usually I keep it copacetic
 But you lead me on for years
 Then broke me down, I don't forget it
 I wrote that first verse
 Like that shit happened last week
 But in reality that's PTSD
 I was 18
 Now you hit me up
 Every single year you fuckin' hit me up
 I used to drop my guard
 For anybody who would lift me up
 Nowadays I'm cold hearted
 But I keep my spirits up
 I drop my walls for nobody
 I just keep my feelings tucked
 It's you fault, and everywhere you go
 I'm in your brain
 You can't take a shit, a fucking piss
 Without seeing my name
 And yesterday you texted me
 You fuckin' social climber
 But I almost forgot to write this song
 So thanks for the reminder
 Shit is crazy
 You lied to my face and said you love me
 You're fucking beautiful but act so ugly
 I gave you blame, you tell me I'm insane
 You light the match
 I put my finger in that flame again
 I'm so ashamed
 Shame on me for loving you
 Shame on me
 And shame on me for trusting you girl
 Shame on me
 You said that was the last time
 You gon' play with me
 I took the bait so now I gotta pay the fee
 I put the, shame on me
 I put the, shame on me
 Blame on me
 I put the, blame on me
 Shame on me for loving you girl
 Shame on me (Shame on me)
 And shame on me for trusting you girl
 Shame on me