I Wish I Never Found You

(I wish I never found you)
 (I wish that I didn't know your name)
 I remember you, I remember us
 I remember the thoughts that were in my head when you broke that trust
 I remember it all, I remember the past
 I remember the moment I knew deep inside you and I wouldn't last
 How could you do that to me?
 Thought you won't do that to me, thought you don't act foolishly
 Thought you wouldn't had no caliber, any character
 Guess you were just fooling me
 Guess you could've fooled the entire world with those pretty long curls that had me at hello
 Guess my imagination did that on its own
 You were not like a typical pretty girl, more like a New York City girl
 But not like on Fifth Avenue, up in Manhattan, you were much more fulfilling girl
 Milly rocking all over my feelings, drunk driving like a truck driver in the semi Uhaul
 Up in Utah, over my feelings, but you are still so goddamn appealing
 And on top of it, I'd still take you back, even if I left, I would make it back
 Stuck writing rhymes and one liners of you and I, but it's time that I face the facts
 Some people don't change even if they vow to
 I can ask for your love and you don't know how to
 But the fake love you gave could just not amount to
 All the promises you made, wish I never found you
 I wish I never found you
 I wish that I didn't know your name
 How do I live without you?
 How do I live with all this pain?
 I wish I never found you
 I wish that I didn't know your name
 How do I live without you?
 How do I live with all this pain?
 I gave my best, you'd ask for more
 Gave you more 'til I had no more
 Continue the cycle 'til my back was sore
 I'm talking back and forth then back and forth
 Then back and forth, then back and forth
 That sentence will twist up your tongue like you do with the truth 'til the lies feel numb
 Never mind you're dumb, now just take a look at what I've become
 I find it ironic you told everybody that you were the one with a broken heart
 The only thing broken was your common sense
 I guess that's why we never had hope at all
 You're probably hear just to think that
 You could just call me up and have me back, hell no
 I'd rather get hit by that truck from a minute ago
 'Cause none of that shit ever made sense
 Your mind is too thin like your patience
 If you love somebody, you do not put on an act like you hate them
 Not the same guy I was those years ago
 Rather be on my own than with you alone
 You could've been here with me, could've built us a home
 But you're still so fake like silicone
 Still remember that shit like yesterday, didn't hesitate to throw us away
 But I guess you can say we were both to blame
 'Cause I love the pain and you love the game
 'Cause I've been through hell now I'm back again
 Don't hit me up and try to act the same
 I know you wish to go back to before the fame
 But girl, you have no chance to restore your name
 I wish I never found you
 I wish that I didn't know your name
 How do I live without you?
 How do I live with all this pain?
 I wish I never found you
 I wish that I didn't know your name
 How do I live without you?
 How do I live with all this pain?