Behind the Bend

A reminder from life bitter and bleak
 That from now on this is how it has to be
 Tell me what you want
 What do you want to hear, what do you want to see
 Because i'm ready to speak
 Do you want to hear me say
 That i'm the only one that didn't see this coming
 I miss the feeling of your pulse
 I miss the comfort of it all
 Something to bring me along
 Something to let me know that I wasn't stuck
 Something to let me know
 So that I can feel it leave
 So i can watch myself fall
 As the last few strands of light die behind the bend
 I am scared because I know what goes with them
 In darkness with no direction
 The sky has gone from gray to black and the earth to dust and obsidian
 Every second is a year passed
 And with it my life is scratched and sapped
 I am your creation
 I am your creation
 Marred and misshapen
 Magnificent in my capacity for judgement
 I am all the things you cannot unsee
 My form is demented and vacant
 I am the pale negative