Realize and Rebuild

I wish that I could be satisfied
 That I could know what fueled my stride
 That I could know what I want from life
 Twenty years
 Waking up every day
 Wondering if this feeling is here to stay
 If today is the day I throw it all away
 If you need to ask how I'm doing
 Then you haven't been listening
 These shadows on me are not my own
 They shimmer, they wheeze, and they moan
 I found company in these leaning trees
 They bend but don't snap
 Dying slowly in front of all that pass
 On the edge of collapse
 By what means does my life cling?
 The world walks by my cage
 As I attempt to color each day
 In a way that makеs me want to stay
 In a way that makes me worth thе air that I breathe
 My charity is in excess when in the company of death
 I have so much to give when there's no one left
 I have so much to give
 I have so much to give
 Rebuild
 There is no more intoxicating fantasy than to be extraordinary
 I make a mentor out of every man I meet
 A lover out of everyone I pass in the street
 We sing out of sync
 We sing out of sync
 We sing out of sync
 We sing out of sync
 We sing out of sync
 We sing out of sync
 We sing out of sync