Crxss My Heart

One night short of neurosis
 Life long history of self diagnosing
 Who do I give my time to, what am I supposed to do
 Stuck between a rock and you
 I'm running out of time
 Every light is too bright
 Even as it falls out of my sight
 And once it's out, so am I
 Follow my own darkness into the night
 Destination unspecified
 Dedicated to the boy that always cried
 Why do I feel this way
 Day after day after fucking day
 
 (Another promise I can't keep)
 I perform in all of these ways
 But my mask is showing signs of it's age
 I can't keep this up much longer
 I know I used to be stronger
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 It starts in my head behind my eyes
 Acid in my gut, dynamite spine
 Devastated
 Torn apart
 Shred, dead, put myself together again
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 Before you leave, there better at least be a goodbye
 Do you promise do you swear
 Cross your heart, hope to die
 I've been pushed to my boundaries
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 Cross my heart, hope to die