number one

Apartment is empty
 And lately, it scares me
 I've gotten too good
 At being alone
 Outside I hear parties
 From my window, I'm watching
 Just wish I was watching
 With somebody close
 I'm no one's number one
 Sure I've got friends
 But they've all got better friends, all got
 Someone they'd rather call
 Wonder what it's like
 Knowing someone's there for me for life
 Been good at moving on since I was just a kid
 But now at 21 it's such a lonely way to live
 Being no one's number one
 Just wanna be the first one someone thinks of
 Like, right when they wake up
 I'm their first text, their first thought
 I'm the one they call up
 To show off what they're proud of
 I would tell 'em everything about my day
 How I slept in, how I was late
 'Cause I drove to the wrong place
 Then I stopped and got a coffee on the way
 I'm used to keeping it all to myself
 But lately, it's been hell
 I'm no one's number one
 Sure I've got friends
 But they've all got better friends
 All got someone they'd rather call
 Wonder what it's like
 Knowing someone's there for me for life
 Been good at moving on since I was just a kid
 But now at 21 it's such a lonely way to live
 Being no one's number one
 Just wanna be the first one someone thinks of
 Just wanna be the first one someone thinks of
 'Cause I'm no one's number one
 Just wanna be the first one someone thinks of