priority

I've gotten so used
 To giving up what I want
 'Cause I'm just overcompensating, calculating us
 To keep from falling apart
 I know you're so used
 To getting all the things you want
 But I'm so over staying undercover
 Holding this together, done playing dumb
 I don't need to live like this
 Holding my breath
 Watching my step to keep you happy
 Maybe it's the oldest kid in me
 Tryna fix things
 Never time to fix me
 Why can't I be my own priority (Uh-uh)
 Feels like I'm losing way too much of me
 So good at solving your problems
 Call me 3am, no problem
 Why can't I be my own priority
 I've gotten so used
 To letting you call the shots
 'Cause I'm just always rolling over taking bullets
 Just to keep reloading your gun
 I'm trying so hard
 To make sure you're okay
 It's the same thing every time
 And I know I'm to blame
 'Cause you take advantage of what
 You know you can get out of me
 Why can't I be my own priority (Uh-uh)
 Feels like I'm losing way too much of me
 So good at solving your problems
 Call me 3am, no problem
 Why can't I be my own priority
 I don't need to live like this
 Holding my breath
 Watching my step to keep you happy
 Maybe it's the oldest kid in me
 Tryna fix things
 Never time to fix me
 I don't need to live like this
 Holding my breath
 Watching my step to keep you happy
 Maybe it's the oldest kid in me
 Tryna fix things
 Never time to fix me
 Why can't I be my own priority (Uh-uh)
 Feels like I'm losing way too much of me