Tunnel Vision

I never thought I'd find myself in this nightmare
 Lead astray by your embrace, I need to decompress
 I'm not strong enough to resist
 No matter how long I've suffered through it
 It never goes away
 Your memory's fading now
 The recollection of your warmth
 A pyre dying out
 You were the torch I used to light my way
 But we watched the embers flicker off into the cold dark
 I built a coffin made for two
 Addicted to the thought of you
 I swore this time would be different
 Bury me, drown me in the dirt before this can get worse
 Bound by habit, I am weaker than I think
 Break this pattern before it swallows me
 It never brings relief
 Bound by habit, we are weaker than we think
 I'm not strong enough to resist
 No matter how long I've suffered through it
 It never goes away
 Your memory's fading now
 The recollection of your warmth
 A pyre dying out
 You were the torch I used to light my way
 But we watched the embers flicker off into the cold dark
 Whatever helps you sleep at night
 Whatever makes this easier to live with