Hypochondria

Disorder's coming for me, you don't believe it
 You call me paranoid, just because you can't see it
 I got a sickness but they refuse the operation
 Some call it a problem, addicted to self medication
 You swear what's wrong is only in my head
 It's never justified, I'm terrified
 Would I be better off alone instead?
 If there's no need for remedy
 Why do I feel like dying?
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 Yeah, you think that I'm fine
 (Yeah, you think that I'm fine)
 But your reality and mine never did align (did align)
 You think I need to unwind (I need to unwind)
 But inside of my mind
 I got a vision of
 A vision of up and down all these white halls
 Banging my head into the padded walls
 Blood draws and x-rays, I wanna hear the doctor say
 They found a fix for me
 Vision getting blurred, brain leaves rational behind
 Out of sight out of mind, losing both, mad and blind
 Tell me that I'm fine, please, tell me that I'm fine
 The voices no one hears, feeding on my doubts
 If it's just a phase, why can't I phase is it out?
 Talk me off a ledge, I wanna be alive
 I don't wanna die
 You swear what's wrong is only in my head
 It's never justified, I'm terrified
 Would I be better off alone instead?
 If there's no need for remedy
 Why do I feel like dying?
 Losing a war with myself
 Over my personal health
 Screaming my thoughts at the wall
 'Cause you won't listen at all
 Try not to let my head win
 I pray to God on my knees
 Sometimes I wanna give in
 And let it take me
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 Losing a war with myself
 Over my personal health
 Screaming my thoughts at the wall
 'Cause you won't listen at all
 Try not to let my head win
 I pray to God on my knees
 Sometimes I wanna give in
 And let it take me
 You swear what's wrong is only in my head
 It's never justified, I'm terrified
 Would I be better off alone instead?
 If there's no need for remedy
 You swear what's wrong is only in my head
 It's never justified, I'm terrified
 Would I be better off alone instead?
 If there's no need for remedy
 Why do I feel like dying?