The Hardest Drug

Stressed out. Self doubt. and I'm falling behind
 Cram my control in a prison from whats left of my mind
 Satisfaction from the chemical reaction in me
 Without intention has my song become a eulogy?
 Can't sleep, my dreams. Keep repeating
 All the pain I've felt. tryna find a meaning
 Until then I'll pretend this addiction is medicine
 It won't be long until I'm nodding off again
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 Try not to watch you as you walked away
 Can't think of anything to make you stay
 Your words in my head on replay
 You love the drugs more than you ever loved me
 This is goodbye, I wish I could stay, but I won't watch you die
 I can't believe you when you say you're through
 The hardest drug I ever had to quit was you
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 Lost afraid. A needle in my vein.
 A little pleasure but everyone I love is in pain
 Feels like I'm floating when they find me but I'm stuck on the floor
 And then you left, with only a note on the door
 Good, Bye. I said I love you but I won't watch you die
 Try not to watch you as you walked away
 Can't think of anything to make you stay
 Your words in my head on replay
 You love the drugs more than you ever loved me
 This is goodbye, I wish I could stay, but I won't watch you die
 I can't believe you when you say you're through
 The hardest drug I ever had to quit was you
 This is goodbye.
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 You love the drugs more than you ever loved me
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 On my knees I'm breaking down
 Call your name but you won't turn around
 Good, Bye. I said I love you but I won't watch you die
 This obsession has its hands around my throat
 an empty home, I'm living with your ghost
 Good, Bye. I said I love you but I won't watch you die
 Good, Bye. I said I love you but I won't watch you die