Instability

Oh, what the fuck? Come on
 Yeah, whoa
 Ooh
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 Who's to blame for my suffering?
 Why can't I find relief?
 Feels like someone's out to get me
 That's just something that the weak believe
 A layer of dust on my brain upon the shelf
 You can't blame the shovel for the hole I dug myself
 Broke, stuck, staring at the screen
 Nothing on my mind, a slave to the routine
 This instability
 My own worst enemy
 Bitter hostility
 I know I'm what's killing me
 This instability
 My own worst enemy
 Bitter hostility
 I know I'm what's killing me
 No ambition, no goals, no self-respect
 No one else to care, what did I expect? (What did I expect?)
 Change of scenery won't help, I'm sure I'll find
 Never mind the state you're in, all about your state of mind
 A layer of dust on my brain upon the shelf
 I can't blame the shovel for the hole I dug myself
 Low, strange, don't wanna be clean
 A loner and a creep, at home in the obscene
 This instability
 My own worst enemy
 Bitter hostility
 I know I'm what's killing me
 This instability
 My own worst enemy
 Bitter hostility
 I know I'm what's killing me
 I'm what's killing me
 I'm what's killing me
 I'm praying for a miracle
 'Cause right now (right now) I feel like I'm invisible
 Don't tell me how to deal, 'cause this to me is real
 You probably think that you're invincible
 Don't offer an apology
 Don't need your fucking sympathy
 I know I'm not who I wanna be
 I'm the only reason for my misery
 This instability
 My own worst enemy
 Bitter hostility
 I know I'm what's killing me
 This instability
 My own worst enemy
 Bitter hostility
 I know I'm what's killing me
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 This instability
 My own worst enemy
 Bitter hostility
 I know I'm what's killing me
 I'm what's killing me
 I'm what's killing me