Patting the Black Dog

You have no need to search your soul; you still believe
 You look through open doors
 The world, it shines for you
 Before you ask for more
 While you wish you were young
 I just wish it was over
 I'm not afraid of the dark
 I'm afraid when tomorrow comes
 I'll still be here
 So if you want me I'll be lost inside seeming locked in my head
 Reliving every word that's said
 I look through closing doors
 The world, it shuts me out
 Before a violent storm
 I cannot see beyond the walls
 Is there another way
 To see the world through open doors
 I had all control
 Torn straight from my soul
 Had this life so far
 Pushed straight through my heart
 While you wish you were young
 I just wish it was over
 I'm not afraid of the dark
 I'm afraid when tomorrow comes
 I'll still be here