Disconnect

For what it's worth, I really tried my best
 The wasted years have come back to haunt me
 The hands that keep me in this hell are slowly killing me
 It tears me from my reality
 You're nothing more than a curse, a false idol
 The ones who follow will be the first to go
 Where do I go from here?
 The road I knew is gone
 Trapped in an endless game
 Never moving forward
 It takes away my pain
 Yet drags me through the dirt
 The rise and fall of me will be controlled by you
 Sever my ties, but I still come back
 What will I be?
 Can my willingness to fight save me this time?
 The bad moves we made have led us to a point
 Where nothing can be saved
 You have a voice, make it heard
 Save us all or just yourself
 On my own, I'll take away everything we made and say
 I can see the end drawing closer
 I can see the end
 I can feel the end