Erase Me

My spirit has gone out the window
 It feels like everything I do is wrong
 Though I can't stand to look in the mirror
 I would end it all, too bad it's everything I fear
 I'm buried beneath my old ways
 Why can't I stop pulling the dirt into my grave?
 I am reaching out for the hand of someone else to save me now
 I have no faith in you anymore
 I have no faith in us anymore
 I see clearer now through the eyes of someone who has let me down
 It's time to leave it all, let it go
 It's time to end it all, let it go
 I have been erased from existence
 By the self-destruction from what makes me suffer
 It's pulling me under, I don't know if I can survive this
 How do I keep my head above the waves?
 I'm suffocating in all my regret
 You can say anything
 You want to try and save yourself
 If only I could hear you out
 You can't fix me now
 I'll only drag you down into this hell I'm living in
 Don't follow me, I'm on my own