Lost Boy

I gave you everything
 
 And you threw it all away
 As if I meant nothing
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 You're the cancer beneath my skin
 I swear that I'll never let you win
 It just goes to show
 Up is the only direction left to go
 I've lost my mind
 Trying to find a moment in time
 A place where I can reconnect
 When I'm no longer held against my will
 Shackled to these memories I have of you
 I've lost my fucking mind
 Searching for the reasons why I wasn't good enough
 How could I be so blind?
 After all the fucking shit you put me through
 And now I'm six feet underground
 And I'm starting to drown
 Beneath the weight of every mistake that I've ever made
 Struggling to pick up pieces
 As I claw my way back to the surface
 Will I ever be myself again?
 So fucking tell me
 Will I ever feel that safe again?
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 I gave you everything
 And you threw it all away
 As if I meant nothing
 Was I just another trophy on your shelf?
 You're the cancer beneath my skin
 I swear that I'll never let you win
 It just goes to show
 Up is the only direction left to go
 You only have one life to live
 So make it count
 There's always room for second chances
 Just gotta learn to pick yourself back up
 This is the path that I've chosen
 And I refuse to be one of the broken
 A generation of damaged souls
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 We are the lost
 We are the broke and unsettled
 Hide behind the words you won't say to me
 Try and erase memories I can't escape
 The reason for all my hate?
 Forgiveness is for the weak
 A plague planted within my mind
 The feeling hollows me
 But I'll sleep soundly at night
 Knowing karma will be bittersweet
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 We are lost
 And I don't ever think we'll be found
 And now I know how it feels
 To be so close to the edge
 I'm afraid that I'm never coming back
 Unless I can learn to forgive
 But I can never forget
 I tried to forgive you
 I swear I've tried
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 But I've got nothing left inside to give
 I gave you everything
 And you threw it all away
 As if I meant nothing
 Was I just another trophy on your shelf?
 You're the cancer beneath my skin
 I swear that I'll never let you win
 It just goes to show
 Up is the only direction left to go
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 I've lost my mind
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 I feel the hate inside
 It's growing deeper everyday
 The last piece of me dies
 You watch it fall and rot away