Thick As Blood

A voice I loved, it haunts the walls
 It gives me hope, then takes it all
 I've lost the only chance I had
 To show I ever cared
 A home I lost, this life I cursed
 I somehow made things worse
 If you were here with me
 Would you be proud to see?
 How empty I've become
 Are bonds as thick as blood?
 If you were here with me
 I'd never need
 A reason to feel numb
 Our bond's as thick as blood
 A face I miss shows in my dreams
 Too far to touch, too close for peace
 I'll die with the regret of knowing
 I was never there
 All this time, I could've tried
 Never thought that there'd be a day you'd die
 Tragedy strikes, you paid the price
 And I hate myself for not saying goodbye
 If you were here with me
 Would you be proud to see
 How empty I've become?
 Are bonds as thick as blood?
 If you were here with me
 I'd never need
 A reason to feel numb
 Our bond's as thick as blood
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 The only lesson I ever learned from life:
 What's truly lost can never be found
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 Let me say I'm sorry for everything
 You didn't deserve to suffer such a cruel fate
 I blame myself and wallow in misery
 Just barely breathing
 If you were here with me
 I'd never need
 A reason to feel numb
 Our bond's as thick as blood
 If you were here with me
 Would you be proud to see
 How empty I've become?
 Are bonds as thick as blood?
 If you were here with me
 I'd never need
 A reason to feel numb
 Our bond's as thick as blood