Speaking in Tongues

I've been living a lie
 Yet you don't even have the heart to tell me why
 How can you justify looking me in my face
 When you're the reason I have changed
 I feel so soulless
 My heart's been left out in the cold
 I've become so hopeless
 I'm facing all of my demons on my own
 And now I've kissed you goodbye
 With regrets of a life spent wasted
 And I'm just trying to find
 What it takes to make myself whole again
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 Take your fake apologies
 And shove it down your fucking throat
 Choke on the words that you spew
 Poison from your worthless mouth
 I've been speaking in tongues
 With this noose tied around my neck
 All that it takes is one step
 To prove if I'm a coward yet
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 I believed in your fucking lies
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 There is a darkness deep inside of me
 A black hole so far down that I can't see
 What lies beneath the surface
 A creature that's begging to be set free
 And now I know how to fall
 Further than I've ever gone before
 There's no way back
 Not after I lost it all
 I've been living a lie
 Yet you don't even have the heart to tell me why
 How can you justify the reasons I have changed
 I feel so fucking soulless
 My heart's been left out in the cold
 I've become so hopeless
 I'm facing all of my demons on my own