Still Life (Re-Imagined)

I'm sinking, I'm sinking
 I don't know what the hell I was thinking
 My past mistakes are draped in my shame
 I never thought I'd be in my twenties
 Hoping desperately to amount to something
 Marking down the days
 Will these things ever change?
 Or will they stay the same?
 So here I am
 With my heart in my hands
 Searching for
 The chance to be something more
 I fear that it's gone
 And I've tried my best to hold on
 But I'm slipping now
 With no one to catch me
 
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 My heart beats in time
 With the sound, with the sound
 A ticking clock constantly counting down
 I never dreamed I'd be in my twenties
 A hole in my chest that left me with nothing
 Old memories up in flames
 Only myself to blame
 
 Can you remember the days
 When we told ourselves
 That we would never be like them?
 Another spoke on a wheel of bullshit
 I promised you
 That there was way more to life than this
 I swear I tried so hard
 Can't believe it's all falling apart
 I fought to get this far
 Only to fail, only to fail
 So here I am
 With my heart in my hands
 Searching for
 The chance to be something more
 I fear that it's gone
 And I've tried my best to hold on
 But I'm slipping now
 With no one to catch me
 I've tried so hard
 To feel just like I used to
 I'd rather feel this pain
 Than nothing at all
 I've fought so hard
 To try and break the cycle
 A failure I'm forced to meet
 Each and every day