Chocolate Milk (Like from Spiderman)

"The weird thing is, now I'm exactly where I wanna be
 I got my dream job at Cornell
 And, I'm still just thinkin' about my old pals
 Only now they're the ones I made here
 I wish there was a way to know you're in the good old days
 Before you've actually left them."
 My freshman year is over
 My friends are moving away
 And I'm stuck in Chicago
 Facing the days
 And I've read all those stupid self-help books
 And they've helped me unpack
 But it still doesn't change the simple fact that
 I am alone the rest of the summer
 It doesn't change much, but it's a giant fuckin' bummer
 I am alone the rest of the summer
 It doesn't change much, but it's a giant fuckin' bummer
 Instrumental
 Telling myself that I'll be okay
 It doesn't matter that no one I love stays
 I wish I could go home, but it's not there anymore
 There's an eviction notice taped to my front porch
 And my mother moved away and my dad died
 And I failed all my classes, but I promise that I'm fine
 And I turned 18 a month ago
 But I still feel like a kid who can't keep his lunch down on his own
 Cause I've been alone this whole summer
 It doesn't change much, but it's a giant fuckin' bummer
 I've been alone this whole summer
 I don't think that I will have another shot