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I've been thinking about it every hour
 Lights are off and it's harder to do without power
 The weather doesn't help
 The snow is falling down
 My feet are broken, knees are loose
 And I end up on the ground
 I don't really know if I want to overdose
 Maybe I'm just constantly scared of being on my own
 A head without the thoughts
 I think that's what I need
 Maybe I'm just too messed up to succeed
 Please, please, please
 Get me, me, me
 Sober, sober
 And when I'm there
 Can I have, have, have any closure?
 Any closure
 Because it's been a long year and a half
 And I don't think I'll ever be able to go back
 And I just don't want to disappoint my mom again
 But I already have, already have
 Can I have any closure?
 A broken home
 A lone window pane and maybe I just am a loner
 And can I get sober?
 A broken bone, a long night of shame
 And I'll pretend that it won't hurt
 Can I get sober?
 Can I stay sober?