Yell Heah

I just got, a new, apartment
 And I think that that's, pretty cool
 But I know I'm just gonna use it
 To stay home from school
 And I haven't been the same
 Since my dad died
 But its, A-Ok I'm keeping it bottled up on the inside
 And someone made a joke about me online
 And I feel like a baby that cries all the time
 What do you do when life doesn't like you?
 What do you do when life doesn't like you?
 I'm trying to learn to live by myself
 How do I convince the others to not put me on a shelf?
 What do you do when life doesn't like you?
 I'm skipping a class and should be
 prepared for all the finals I have next week
 But instead I'm just sleeping in
 Tryna convince myself to get out of these sheets
 Sometimes I get so comfy in sadness,
 It feels like a friend
 But when you get comfy with her
 I know I'm hitting a dead end
 And I that its not a personality trait,
 I'm just trying to get everything I have straight
 But its not working out for me, as well as I thought it would
 I'm just a kid,
 My life going so fast
 I turn 18 in a month
 And I'm hoping I will last
 Cuz I'm gonna fall apart
 At the dinner table when I visit my mom
 What do you do when life doesn't like you?
 What do you do when life doesn't like you?
 And I'm trying to learn to live by myself
 How do I convince others not to put me on a shelf?
 What do you do when life doesn't like you?
 And I'm afraid that things won't work out in the end
 Cuz its almost like they never do
 What do you do when life doesn't like you?