Sometimes I Feel Like Nothing

As the broken sleep, death forgot to thank me when I set her free
 Come empty and you won't need anything
 Believe in your own blood until your heart stops beating
 And then you too will be set free
 Tear down your towers and build bridges
 Your god is a fraud if you wrote the mission
 And the devil will die when he has no witness
 I'm not broken, I am nothing
 I'm the vessel, not the poison
 And I didn't want to lose you, but sometimes I forget
 When my prayers feel like they're just cigarettes
 They'll take the headache away, then turn to ash
 And they bring me back to life every time I find a new light
 But then they bring up my past
 And I fall further and further, and further
 Until I'm afraid to get back up because
 I don't want to fall again
 And I never thought I would be the one to fall in love
 And I also never thought I'd be the one, the one to call it off
 But if there's one thing I know about myself
 It's that I don't know anything about myself
 'Cause you were nothing than a choice I had to choose, a tool I had to use
 My favorite drug and my favorite excuse
 And my hands are not clean, maybe they never will be
 But they can still carry you home when you're ready to sleep
 And the only reason the devil's alive in you and me
 Is because we disrupted him when he tried to fall asleep