More to Give

I should probably drink more water
 I should probably fix my posture
 And my two pills a night
 Feel like too much and not enough
 I'm just trying to be a good daughter
 In Vermont, I feel like I'm an imposter
 And my drawbridge is coming down
 And this heatwave is burning me up
 The right side of my bed feels better than the left
 And I feel like the worst if I'm not the best
 I keep burning my own bridge whether I lose or win
 I always wish I had more to give
 If only I wasn't such a flight risk
 If only I could settle down and mean it
 Is this emptiness
 What people call their twenties?
 No, I'm not afraid of bruising
 But I'm a coward in the face of losing
 "Fuck a quitter," says a wannabe winner
 Who can't stop running
 The right side of my head feels better than the left
 And I should let this go, but I haven't yet
 I keep burning my own bridge whether I lose or win
 I always wish I had more to give
 Ooh, ooh, ooh
 Ooh, ooh, ooh
 Ooh, ooh, ooh