Critical Condition

I breathe in, I breathe out
 I breathe in to serve a growing feeling
 I'm feeling like living
 It's all too much for me
 I would rather disconnect my jaw
 Become a mute to the world and speak no more
 Close my eyes and just lay here on the floor
 I don't want to feel like this anymore
 Everything I feel's indescribable
 Wish I knew how to heal and feel normal
 But it's all normal to me, so what's normal
 I don't want to feel like this anymore
 Procrastination
 Hangs over like a rope-made halo
 My thoughts shadow down, so haunting
 Denying me strength for me to recover
 I would rather disconnect my jaw
 Become a mute to the world and speak no more
 Close my eyes and just lay here on the floor
 I don't want to feel like this anymore
 Everything I feel's indescribable
 Wish I knew how to heal and feel normal
 But it's all normal to me, so what's normal
 I don't want to feel like this anymore
 I don't want to feel like this anymore
 I don't want to feel like this anymore
 I don't want to feel like this anymore
 I don't want to feel like this
 I would rather disconnect my jaw
 Become a mute to the world and speak no more
 Close my eyes and just lay here on the floor
 I don't want to feel like this anymore
 Everything I feel's indescribable
 Wish I knew how to heal and feel normal
 But it's all normal to me, so fuck normal
 I don't want to feel like this